..High on LIFE and Fat on LOVE..

I have reasons to look for you.

I have the need to see you, to hear you, to talk to you.

I have the reasons to wait for you.

Because I don't believe there is anyone in the world no one else I can love....

I have reasons, more than enough reasons to ask the wind to return you even as a shadow.

I have reasons to not to forget you.........

Because that little piece of happiness, it was you who gave it to me to taste.......

..Shall We Dance..

”We need a witness to our lives.
There's a billion people on the planet, what does any one life really mean?
But in a marriage, you're promising to care about everything.
The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things, all of it, all of the time, every day.
You're saying 'Your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it.
Your life will not go unwitnessed because I will be your witness'."
Susan Sarandon

..Grey's comes to life..

"don't you see
don't you understand
you're the love of my life
i can't leave you
but you're constantly leaving me
you walk away when you want
you come back whne you want
so i'm asking you
if you don't see a future for us
if your'e not in this
please just end it, because i can't, i'm in it
put me out of my misery"
Dr. Derek Shepherd aka McDreamy


"We do not get unlimited chances
to have the things we want
and this i know
nothing is worse
than missing an opportunity that could have changed your life"
Dr. Addison Montgomery

Love? Bollocks..

What is love? Lord this is an age-old question. And one that nobody has come even close to being able to answer. I think I myself have discussed this topic like only a trillion times!

These two quotes are two of the most realistic ones i've found, none of that frou frou fluffy stuff:
"Attention is the most basic form of love; through it we bless and are blessed." - John Tarrant

"Love is more than three words mumbled before bedtime. Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion in the things we do for each other every day." - Nicholas Sparks

Love is doing something for your partner without being asked to.
Love is understanding.
Love is being accountable.
Love is bending over backwards because you can and trying your damndest when you can't.
Love is when simply being around your partner settles you the way nothing else can.
Love is putting your partner's needs before your own (though not necessarily all the time).
Love is when the object of your affections makes you feel special and good about yourself.
Love is when you are more yourself when with your partner that you are with anybody else.

It's depressing to find out how important or rather UN-important you are to your partner. To have him bend over backwards for everyone other than you. And for him to not understand how much his actions speak louder than his words. Add that to the fact that he's never told you straight up that he loves you, it weighs heavy, it really does.

Yes, granted sometimes in his actions or by the look he has in his eye, you can tell. But nothing should be taken for granted, and sometimes, *sigh* you just need to hear the words. Because saying I Love You is the strongest thing in the world, when said sincerely of course. It erases worries, it calms the soul and it gives you strength.

I know life isn't perfect. I know that even with the best of intentions, fifty percent of all marriages end in divorce. But... fifty percent don't.

Does this mean i want the fairy tale?

It means i want a chance at it.

Do I, after everything, believe in the happily ever after? Yes. Perhaps i no longer believe in a perfect love, or love at first sight, but do I still believe in lasting love? Yes again. I do believe that two people can be happy and make a great life together.

But what about the other fifty percent? Those are lousy statistics, only a fifty-fifty chance at survival. You'll end up hating each other, making each other's life miserable. But it doesn't have to be like that. What's to stop it? Hearts and flowers and grandiose declarations of undying love. Am i actually convinced by that?

I just want someone who loves me as honestly and as passionately as I love him..