..A Message To You..

You know.... it's kind of annoying..

You seem to have more to say about my relationship than I do..

You have made more comments and insinuations on my relationship than anyone should..

Yes I've made my share of mistakes, you're not without blame either..

You've thrown a ridiculous number of insults my way and I've kept silent..

I refrain from lashing out at you because I respect that you're hurt and angry..

Whatever happens between me and him, the good and the bad is between us.. Please respect that..

You may not think I'm right for him, but he's still with me, that should count for something..

I respect that its your corner of the web and you're entitled to bitch and moan about whoever and whatever..

If that be the case I could do the same here, but i haven't and I won't because its just not nice..

We had a good chat, I made a wrong move and the fragile 'peace' that existed was lost.. I accept the blame and apologize, sincerely..

But you said to me once "I'm not that kind of person".. I'm sorry, but you're behaving like that person..

Try to be objective and look at things again..

You say he's your best friend, so shouldn't you respect the decisions he makes, even though you think he's being a fucking idiot?

Shouldn't you want to see him happy instead of hoping that he falls? How am I supposed to be comfortable with your presence when you're acting like poison? I doubt you would tolerate this kind of behavior if the roles were reversed.

He loves me. That's simple. Yes we fight, yes I'm unreasonable, yes I'm demanding. But he loves me. And that's all that matters.

You say you can't stand drama.. what on earth is all this then?

If this post upsets you, I'm sorry.. Its not meant to be taken that way.. It's a plea really.. A plea for you to understand.. And leave me alone..

This is ALL that matters..