..Round and Round and Up and Down..

Why do we women constantly question and over-analyze? Its a bad habit and one I'm truly NOT proud of. Of late I've been questioning the authenticity of my man's feelings. Why? Beats me, my best friend tells me i'm being silly and its obvious how much he loves me but a tiny little part of me still doubted.

There are certain individuals out there who have tried to come between us, and the fact that we're still together should be testament enough. But no... i have to be an idiot and let it get to me. Stupid stupid girl.. Told my babe this before he left the house this afternoon, and him being the usual macho man said nothing. He's not the mushy gushy sort of character and I totally get that, but today I just needed a little bit of assurance. Yet he said nothing. Bastard.

Here's the shocker..

15 minutes after he left, he called me. And said "Baby, listen to this song, its for you.."

What was playing? This...

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
And now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family.
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanitys and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm yours
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
I like one big family (2nd time: I like happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

So sweet can die I tell you.. That pretty much gave me all the assurance I need and I'm now once again at peace with the world.. Oh and did I tell you what I said to him after?

Me: You're giving me a song? Really? Who are you and what have you done with my boyfriend?!
Him: o.O You don't want then never mind lah!
Me: No I want! I want! You can't take it back! It's miiinnneee!!!
Him: -.-