Discovery Channel killed my high..

Well let's see.. I had this happy trippy all's well in my world buttterflies and bunnies and rainbows and unicorns blog all typed up.. And lo and behold,the shit hit the fan.. Boy did it hit and in a BIG way too..

I've made a few discoveries, both professionally AND personally so talk about a double bang (yes I still can't stop with the tongue in cheek sexual innuendos. just deal with it).

I understand politics. I truly do. I understand that you will NEVER escape it too. And I can sorta deal with that. HOWEVER *pauses for big Buddha breaths to calm self down* when it FREAKING.BECOMES.PERSONAL then that's a whole different ballgame. I have a strict code of principles in this matter and I WILL DO WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE if I get pushed to the limit.

Unfortunately, I'm at that limit already. And it saddens me to do what i have to, but i'm sticking to my decision. Too late and no turning back. You on the other hand, better look over your shoulder you imbecile because on a day when i'm particularly vengeful... i'll just leave it at that.. Its sad that because of a couple of people's fear of inadequacy and incompetency they decide to drag a fairly innocent person's name and reputation through the mud. Pathetic I tell you..

The personal discovery I'm not ready to delve into at this point.. Its still an extremely sore spot and I don't want to aggravate it any further.. Let's just say that I'm hanging on the ledge by my fingernails.. Its now only a matter of push, pull or letting go.

Bugger it all, i'm irritated... Too irritated to bloody continue..