The Yin and the Yang

A friend googled my name and came across quite a few things. Most prominently is:

The Real Estate Agent
as compared to
The Model

How la. Apparently the model one can be mistaken for me, except she's 5'3" and i'm NOT! I've been cloned!!!

Kiss me honey honey kiss me

I LIKE!! *grin* What's YOUR seduction style?

On Location @ Singapore Day 2

Today was a pretty slow day. Was going to go to the beach then realised since i'm going for the Cafe Del Mar party tomorrow i might as well spend the whole day there!

So we woke up around 11-ish and then sat around and chatted for abit then left the house at about 1ish. Had lunch with Jeremy, sweetheart that he is came to see me even though he had to catch a bus at three o'clock and hadn't packed! After lunch at this yummy Japanese restaurant and then got hooked into doing a spot of shopping. Blegh =p such a bad idea.

Left Orchard early and came back at around 5ish because me fucking eye is going absolute insane!! Just like the physical host it's its in.. Haha. shut up and don't agree with me..

Going to Clarke Quay for dinner with me happening aunt and uncle.. Heard it's become quite the party spot. Well.. if i'm not TOO sloshed I'll update you laterz....

Miss me
Rabbit

Fickle minded fool.. That's ME!

I'm going to buy myself a second phone.. But i can't choose between the red or the gold one.. HELP!!!!!

On Location @ Singapore

Just a quick note. It's the 25th of January 2007 at 09.55pm i am sitting in my baby cousins room typing this out before I go to bed. Geez do i feel old. But hey you can't blame me right, i had a really late night yesterday and i got up really early cuz silly me forgot to pack her bag.

We meaning Sheyna, Joanna and I (my mother would be so proud at my grammar) are hear on our yearly holiday cum bonding sesh. It started out great with the mambo sesh yesterday where Tyler was a great host to us and Sheyna's friends. (note to ty: BAT is lucky to have you!) We were dancing, we were laughing, we were singing to some classic oldies and we were just being clowns but TOGETHER. That's all that matters.

We'e got a great couple of things planned for Singapore, with the 24 hours Cafe Del Mar having a party on Saturday to the Max Brenner Chocolate restaurant to Eski Bar the Ice Bar.

Will keep you posted! (if you're even bothered)

Much love
Rabbit
P.S The picture on the left was our welcome by our darling cousin Tamara and her big brother Joshua. (For you blind bats it says "Welcome Che ches") and the one on the right is a HILARIOUS bunting hanging at the Pagoh, Johor rest-stop.. FARNEE!!!

I felt the earth.. move.. under my feet..

Firstly, to those who DO read my blog i apologise for having been too much of a busy bee read: lazy bum to update. I've wanted too, but either been too lazy or too busy to indulge. Shows that everthing needs the right amount motivation..

Anyhoo.. What's with the title.. Well.. *drama alert* my earth shook and my foundations were uprooted awhile ago.. and its been messing with my mental equilibrium ever since.. A few weeks ago i was at a family friends house for dinner as my uncleslashcousin was down from England so it was just a few people over for dinner. So after dinner we were all sitting around with our respective cigars and cigarettes and enjoying a glass of wine (oh so posh we are) and they started talking about the good old days..

And then I found out that it was my uncleslashcousin that is the reason my parents got together (i was going to say hooked up but it gives me dodgy mental images that is bound to cause millions of dollars in therapy sessions). That type of conversation was all fine and dandy and I was enjoying the cute stories that everyone was telling about their then partners and my parents evolving into a relationshiop.. THEN!!!! *drumroll please* i find out thatn when my dad and mom started going out... MY DAD HAD A GIRLFRIEND!!!!!!! *gasp shout scream cry collapse faint die* My dad overlapped his girlfriend and my mom by EIGHT FREAKING MONTHS!!

Now, you're probably wondering what my problem is. (Question is what is it not, but that's a topic for another day) The problem is I never saw my dad as that kind of person. So i'm sitting there in stunned silence and feeling like i've just been told i'm adopted when the sledgehammer hits again.. *drumroll cymbal crash tambourines ring please* my aunt asked my dad who was the guy with all the girls back in those days and my uncleslashcousin said that it was my father!!! At this point my tongue could no longer stay silent and I literally nearly screamed... WHAT?!?! The reason for al this melodrama is simple..

I've lived my entire 24 years and a few weeks of existence thinking that when it comes to who I am, my father gave me my height and my temper and my mama gave me the confidence and looks.. Now I find it that it's the fucking opposite. At the age I am now, I am the very epitome of what my father used to be?! A copycat, an imitator, a photofreakingcopy of each other. Hows that for two people who more often than not are at loggerheads with each other?

*sigh* i don't know what to do

*shakes head*

Regrets, i've had only a few..

Dear Diary,

My last entry was a little angry. I'm over it now so i don't feel the need to continue (i think). Anyhoo, Christmas sucked, but new year's rocked!!!

My cousin and some family friends were down from Australia for the holiday season and we hooked up after not seeing each other for awhile.. New Year's was spent at an old family friends house party and it was cool bananas.. Played some silly drinking game that i believe was the start of my downfall.. Plastered, wasted, pissed, drunk, mabuk.. whatever you want to call it.. that's what it was.. But it's ok to get drunk in front of friends and family no?

Reacquainted with a family friend who left Malaysia 7 yrs ago a boy and came back a MAN! A hunk of a man too *grin* Used to chase me around and pinch my bum when younger and now if same scenario happened? I wouldn't run too far. LOL!!

My birthday. I love my birthday. I know, it sounds so full of shit. But i can't help it. My birthday's have always been special, and i LURBE the attention!! For those of who you remembered, I love you guys. For those of you who forgot, i'm never speaking to you again *wink* no seriously (unless you have a really great present for me!)

I'm evaluating my life now, and what it was a year ago. Quite abit's changed. i've changed, whether for better or worse. Got a different job. Got a new look. Got new friends. I am happy, i am complete and i am at peace. A little heartbroken as the family friends left/leaving tomorrow. Will be missed. Terribly.)

Drama Mama's Quote of the Day: "Start the new year with a 'bang' and the rest of the year will be BANGING!!"

Much love,

Drama Queen